Sometimes I'm really thankful that lomo cameras are made of plastic so it's super lightweight to travel with. I can bring it to the sea not having to worry about lens get scratched or camera body getting wet or sand. I'm totally taking the risk as it's also the first time I use this Diana Mini. I tried the square and half/half format in the same roll, experienced film stuck and not being able to roll forward but I'm absolutely loving the outcome. I love how confusing and messy and fun my memories were.

Too many times I've let the chances slipped away. I have so much to say but I don't know how to start off. My innermost feelings, the disappointment that still haunts me, all the thoughts that left unspoken. Time is slowly taking all these memories away from me. For that I'm very thankful.

I knew I made it through. I remembered how much I wish this getaway could be just right after I got my heart broken, how much I wish my girls are here to listen & never judge me. At this point of my life I'm afraid of critics, harsh but honest opinions from them. All I did was getting my face buried with workloads. I didn't bother giving much of troubles seeking guidance from friends because to get over something, you need the help of no one but yourself.

I guess it's over.